I hope you learn how to be happy. And be kind to yourself, like you are to everyone.
I hope you put yourself first and see you how I see you.
I hope you believe that you deserve to be loved. And that when you meet someone again who loves you, you are ready to receive and accept the love.
Go sailing. See VVG. Take up IP law. Live in a cabin in the middle of nowhere. Watch cherry blossoms bloom.
Live your life.